sometimes i feel like i don't have a partner

sometimes i feel
like my only friend
is the city i live in
this city she loves me
lonely as i am
together we cry.
 
only....
i never feel like i don't have a partner--more like...
i get claustrophic sometimes.
AND this city?
she don't love me.
i don't even live in a city.
never have.
but for some reason, those opening lyrics to that particular Red Hot Chilli Peppers song...
mmmm....
they get me.
 
i almost did an audio post today, but then i realized something.
what the FUCK is the point of those things?
i have nothing to say ON HERE.
so why waste my/your time with that shit??
 
i'll probably do one anyway.
 
i actually had a deep-ish thought while i was driving, though.
something about growing up and seeing the world differently.
but i can't remember it anymore.
what a surprise.
shit, now that's bugging me.
it was something about....
not giving a shit what people think about you??
maybe.
dammit.
i used to have a great memory.
but now...it's flacid.
unused.
just like---
ew.
not THAT.
you guys are all total sickos. 
 
can anyone guess what i'm going to say next?
that's right--
i had a great workout today.
there were cute boys everywhere.
like wallpaper.
like delicious, sweating wallpaper!
ahem.
anyway.
i ran a couple of miles and lifted a few things--all with my eyes wide open.
and my ears full of Godsmack.
 
AND.
i just got a call from (who else?) Becky.
we're going to see DodgeBall (a second time for each of us).
with.....
(drum roll)
DAVEY JONES!!!!!
the famous...
so i better go get ready.
(read: shower off the stench from the gym and put on some semi-clean clothes...)
 
buh bye suckers