twas the night before christmas and all through the house--
if anyone reads this, i hope you're having a lovely holiday.
i miss my parents, my grandmother, my sister.
holidays, while nice, just aren't the same as an adult.
i'm glad that my kids are old enough to enjoy it,
because i already received my presents.
for the record--
that fucking sucks, and i'm not going to agree to it ever again.
this is a total downer.
someone slap me.
holly and wreaths and candles and love.
that is this day.