no one's here so why am i writing??

just cuz.

and i am sitting here.
not writing.
not even thinking.
just staring.
so probably that means i shouldn't have even bothered.
since a properly functioning brain is one of the most important parts of writing.
oh, i'm not saying it's crucial, just sorta...a bonus.
yeah.
i mean, shit--
i usually write with only about 3 of my 8 cylinders firing.
hm.
today, though...it's more like someone pushed the "pause" button...
...........okay, who has the remote?


i am fasinated by giant squid.
and somehow, i think if i ever meet one, it'll be fasinated by me.

we took the kids bowling today.
they beat me.
they're FOUR.
i even used bumpers...
this was highly depressing.
i think my athletic insufficiencies could be explained by one simple statement:
i don't give a shit.
when i remember to aim, i do alright.
but i usually forget...
because i don't give a shit.
oh well.

i think i'm going to go take a nap.
this is very uncharacteristic of me, in case you're wondering.
and i usually regret it.