fantasy

i don't have SHIT to write tonight.
you want a friggin' fantasy??
here's what i have--

my small hand in your big one.
we walk along the edge of the sand,
waves lapping at our bare feet.
the sun is setting, the beach is empty.
we are both pre-occupied with thoughts of this first kiss...
not wanting to

fuck this.
you know as well as i do that i can't force myself to write.
i'm going to bed.
i WILL write something in the morning.
just know, i am beating myself up over this, feeling like i've let you down.
bleh.
stupid girl.

check back in a around noon...