it's a sunshine day!

(but that's the extent of my brady bunch song lyrics knowledge.)

As strange as it was to go to an office and participate in the whole "work" thing...
it was kind of nice to be away from my house.
it was really hard for me to relax enough to write while i was there, though.
oh well. i'll only be there a couple of times a week so it's no biggie.

wow.
i'm just really not feeling this.
at all.
like...
if "this" were an amputated limb, i'd feel it more. (phantom pains, y'know?)
i'm all out of words.
i think.

what if, instead of carbon based life forms, we were carbonated life forms?
i think we'd all be a lot happier, but less intelligent...bubbly.

i have allergies, or a cold.
nothing major, but it's bugging me--sore throat, little cough.
silly.

good
lord
i
have
nothing
to
say

maybe i should tell you about the time...
back in college.
when we went to the apartment of the boys with all the snakes.
pythons, boas, even a rattler.
one of the boys looked familiar--a friend of one of my freshman year roommates.
we gave each other the ironic grins and clinked beer bottles.
i was considering him as a possibility for---whatever...
but then he put a tiny snake in his mouth.
AND it pooped.
so, yeah.
that was out.

eh.

maybe a better story would be...
what?
like i said, i have nothing.
and only 20 minutes until time to go.
and i still need to shower.
becky's coming to meet me.
we're going to go to the gym, and then to take the kids swimming.
maybe.

the problem is, i've been in a bitchy mood for weeks.
i keep thinking it's pms or something, but come on!
what the hell is the matter with me???
i may have moved beyond "being in a bitchy mood" straight to "being a bitch".
and maybe that's why i have nothing to write--cuz all i want to do is rant.

perhaps later.

for now, it's off to a busy day which i will attempt to enjoy....
fucking grouch.
i WILL enjoy it.